The last moment of a life - as I see

I open my eyes. I see nothing but a blaze. Its white and shiny. Kinda like it. The more I look the more I like it. It magnetizes me. I feel like I wanna reach it. Touch it.
Just once.
But deep inside I know, if I do, it will eat me up.
I feel somebody is watching me. I turn back. I see my family looking at me. All my loved ones. Begging. Without words. With their eyes. Don't go, they say.
I feel...confused...
Moments later it turns to despair. What shall I do?
Which way to go?
Somebody, help me. I can't make such a decision. I love my family. But that shiny blaze keeps pulling me hard.
Suddenly I realize, I'm alone.
There's no one to help.
I need to choose.
Now.
I start to cry. Without tears. With my heart. Because now I know, that in truth, I don't have a choice.
The blaze has.
And the blaze wants me.
I start to walk towards it. Even though I don't want to. Even though I fight with all the power I have.
But it's pointless.
I look back to my family again. I can feel their pain. I say goodbye. I say I love you all. I hope they heard me.
The blaze embraces me.
I know it's over.
This is it.

Why are Michael's fans unique

I found this on the Internet, unfortunately I can't recall where, so I don't know who wrote it, but whoever did I just wanna say THANK YOU, 'cause you put in words what most of us felt for soooo long.

"...Simply, Michael Jackson's fans are just like Mike in that they will not be deterred. By nature of their calling, Michael's fans are constantly summoned to put on the full armor, stand on the front lines and fight. Oftentimes with their pen as their sword, they fight alongside and for Michael's right of humanity. By so doing, they fight for tolerance over prejudice, unconditional love over criticism; wisdom over ignorance and justice over inequality - not only for Michael, but for themselves as well.

...They laugh with him in his happiness; weep with him in his sorrow and pray for him in troubled times. Their hearts are warmed when he is embraced, and bleed when he is ill-treated. Despite the stratospheric highs and seemingly cavernous lows that come with being a Michael Jackson fan, they remain loyal. They, like Michael, refuse to allow naysayers to steal their joy, obstruct their way or shape their opinions. They, like Michael, refuse to have their destiny defined or dictated by another. They also refuse to stand idly by as others attempt to deny Michael his rightfully earned legacy.

...Their loyalty, enthusiasm, intelligence and genuine adoration of their musical idol is unparalleled by other artists' fan communities. However, for all their attributes, when it comes to one particular matter, Michael Jackson's admiring fans, will always be bested. For try as they might, no matter to what infinite degree they say and believe they love MichaelJackson, the King of Pop in true regal fashion, will always say and prove he loves them more"

Stars Don't Die - Michael Jackson

"They say that some of the stars that you see overhead aren’t really there. Their light takes millions of years to reach us, and all we are doing is looking into the past, into a bygone moment when those stars could still shine. "So what does a star do after it quits shining?" I ask myself. "Maybe it dies." "Oh, no," a voice in my head says. "A star can never die. It just turns into a smile...." "

Michael Jackson

I think we all agree that he was a star himself - i don't mean celebrity - i mean star, literally...and now, that he's gone, he became a smile.. on our faces...so we need to smile always..

God bless you Michael.

I love you

Jermaine Jackson's statement about his new mission & my thoughts about it

Jermaine: "The tragedy of my brother’s death is still with me. But in his death, I have found a mission for my life. My existence is now dedicated to spreading Michael’s message. Michael had a unique place in the world. He not only did good, but taught others how to do the same. This only magnifies his loss to the world."

Ever since I got the terrible, shocking news, that Michael........ that Michael's gone... i'm in constant pain. I mean it. But a few days after his passing, a thought, preferably a question hit me: What is going to happen with those children all around the world... the children Michael helped to survive, gave them food, medicine, whatever they needed?? I know that his Heal The World Foundation will live on, but THE MAN WHO WAS LITERALLY THERE for those children, is no more with them, no more with us.. Do you people understand what I mean?? So I was thinking, that somebody close to Michael HAVE TO, without question HAVE TO carry on his humanitarian legacy. And I don't mean that somebody should start to collect money and give it to a charity, because it's not enough.. It's just not enough...that is not what Michael did. He did a lot more! You know what I mean.

I hope, Jermaine thinks the same and will do the right thing, the right way!!!

Jermaine: "I want to make people aware of the humanitarian side of Michael. I want to show them how his true emphasis wasn’t music, or performing; it was improving the world. Understand this, and you begin to understand the essence of who my brother was."

I'm so happy, Jermaine said that! Sooooo happy! Because people know absolutely nothing or very little about Michael's humanitarian work! That's why i try to avoid the hungarian media, 'cause the only thing they say about Michael Jackson is, that he was the greatest entertainer who ever lived. Which is true, don't get me wrong, but geez, that's just a part of what he was!!!There's a lot more, people should know about.. His true calling was to help children and people in general..

I bet most of you people have no clue where Ukraine is, or what was going on there.. Well Michael had.. and Michael helped. I bet most of you have no idea where Transylvania is, or how people, how children suffer there.. Michael knew..and Michael helped.

And I could write 2000 more...but I won't. If you interested, see the most accurate timeline of Micael Jackson's charity work.

Don't get me wrong, though, I'm not saying that you, dear reader are not worthy or you're not a good soul, or a caring human being.. I'm just saying, that MICHAEL JACKSON WAS THE GREATEST AS A HUMAN BEING! Not "just" as an entertainer..He was a true Angel.

I hope Jermaine will succeed letting to world know Michael's humanitarian side.

..to be continued..

Thoughts about Michael Jackson - Today on Twitter

"Michael Jackson's influence is just endless. He's changed so many things for people.I just hope he knew that for some of us he was THAT important."

"The truth is important, because it tells us A LOT about Michael Jackson as a person and how he gave everything for the world (us!)."

"He was an angel! It sounds weird but he had just this pureness to him, I know he wasnt perfect,but I believe his soul was."

"What I want is just ONE more chance to show him that my love is not fake. But I know that I can never get that, not anymore."


Thank you: Evoguez, Flytess, Musoholic_Lexii, MJJnews

Thoughts about Michael Jackson

I would like to quote a friend of mine. No need to make any comment. The words are speak for themselfs..

"The thing that really strikes me about MJ is that he seemed to not take things for granted and appreciated all he had and the world around him, be it nature, animals, people, children, he really saw things through a child's eyes with genuine awe and wonderment.. truly special.
He said his music came to him through another source.. from above... he truly believed that.
I'm sure he came to us as a gift from above too.
And that is why it saddens me so much, that such a pure soul could be victimised so viciously when all he wanted to do was give and love"


Indeed. Thank you for the kind words.

Michael's written messages to the fans

"Thank you for your loyalty,
thank you for standing by my side,
in my darkest hour,
in the abyss of my despair.
You are my survival.
Please remember the children
Help me - help the children

Michael Jackson"



"I love you soo much!
Thank you all your loyalty
and support.
I will always adore you all
Love

Michael Jackson"



"I love you so so much
I am very lonely without you,
You are my life always
Please love me always!
Burn all tabloids
Love

Michael Jackson"